October 15th,2007 UPDATED

I only have like 3 minutes to update this morning before I have to goto work...but dispite the fact that I didnt get to bed until 1030, and I woke up with a terrible stomach ache from eating too much food...I still got up and did my 2.5...in 39 minutes.
Its a bad time, but it wasnt so much that I work out all hard today as it was that I get up and do anything at all...It was a huge struggle to try and get going when I felt so terrible..but it was that much more necessary.

Hooray for Moral Victories.


Alright, so now that I'm at work and have some time..haha.
My rest day should instead be called my mess-up completely day...as not only did I rest from working out, I also rested from all reasonable eating. I ate whatever I felt like eating ALL DAY LONG..
on the one hand, it was great as I like not having to think. On the other hand it sucked as I STILL feel sick from it...On a third hand..it was good for me to do as now I feel like crap and will remember that not thinking about what I eat just makes me feel sick.

Good times.
I also realized that I say good times entirely too much. I'm going to have to switch that up...

Anyway..I did a lot of sitting and staring at the wall this morning trying to get psyched to get up and go...with an upset tummy and the clock ticking away I didnt think I would have the time to go by the time I got myself to get moving. BUT I got out of the house at 6:06 and still managed to get it all in..

I'm already starting to wonder about what the running is going to be like when the time changes. A: Its going to be gnarly and cold..I'll need lots of superior warm running gear. B: its going to be light out at 6. Which means I'll be running in the daylight..so all those cars that pass me in the darkness now, will be passing me in the light. But then I realized. I run the outside loop because its too dark in the neighborhoods and it was scaring me. So when the sun is up and shining, it will NOT be as scary at all...PLUS...the hills are tougher, and steeper, and longer, and It'll be MUCH more challenging.
I really should work now.
Goodness.

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