Paaaaay Day...

Well, its thursday...and payday...and the day I have to absolutely decide which diet I'm officially on.

I know the doctors understand whats best for me. But I know myself and I know the big losers know whats in me and what I need to be successful.

The doctors have the faster results.

The losers cost money.

The doctors is free.

My friends are on the losers.

The doctors is free.

The losers have yummier foods.

The doctors know more about the body.

The losers are being successful for people I actually know.

The doctors are being showcased on local tv.

The losers are being showcased on national tv.

The doctors have scared me to death thinking about what all those bad foods are doing to me.

The losers scare me to death because they cost money.

Basically, it comes down to these two things...The losers cost money and the doctors are harder. Do I want to make it easy on myself mentally and harder fiscally, or hard on myself mentally and easy fiscally.

crap..

I think I might just need to bite the bullet and be a loser. While still following the principles of the Doctors as much as I can...

What to do.
Technically Betsy says I'll be spending significantly less on food because I won't be eating too much of it, so I'll really eventually be spending less. And Gas is cheaper right now so I could technically FIND 20$ even if its just to use this one for one month.

Thats it.


I'm a loser.

Here we go.

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