Stages

It's funny how rapidly life can change. For better or for worse, one day you can be sitting in one place you call home, wasting time, or being productive, and just minutes, days or weeks later, life can be something entirely different. One year ago today I lived in charlotte, worked in charlotte, and was training as hard as I knew how to finish a marathon.
Now I live in chesnee, work in charlotte and barely have time to fold the laundry, much less spend hours and hours walking and running. I wonder what I would have thought about that if you had told me a year ago?

Three years ago I lived in Columbia and was training for a half marathon on the bad side of town. I owned two semi-broken down cars and had a completely different dog.

I wonder what that me would have thought about me living in chesnee with a basset hound and a new car...


10 years ago I lived in Croatia, had no dog, no car, no paying job.


I wonder what that me would have thought about me now.

I wonder what messages those me's would have told me now. Like the episode of Family guy where Stewie met his grown up self...Baby Stewie was disappointed in grown up Stewie and tried to do everything he could to change his life.

I'm starting to think that the only time I blog anymore is when I'm feeling this way. lol. sorry about that.

But take comfort in knowing that when I'm not blogging, i'm pretty happy...
:)

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